How I Overcame Postpartum Insomnia

For a year and a half after giving birth to my third child, a full night’s sleep eluded me like some kind of impossible dream. In retrospect, it is clear that I was suffering from chronic insomnia, and it persisted long after my daughter had started sleeping through the night. 

Sleep researchers define chronic insomnia as difficulty falling asleep or staying asleep that persists for at least 3 months. Chronic insomnia may affect as many as 1 in 6 adults in the U.S., and, as will surprise no one, it is especially common among new mothers.

Whether I was exhausted or well rested, every night, I would lay awake from 2 or 3 am until 5:30 am, running over my problems in the most negative possible light, and despising myself for being unable to fall back asleep.

Then, at dawn, I would finally fall into a deep sleep, only to have to awaken an hour or so later.

The effects on my ability to function were severe: My nerves felt constantly frayed, my patience was thin, and my mind felt like it was encased in cotton. Overall I felt like I was constantly running on empty, pushing myself to get through my day.

Before having children, I never experience like this. I occasionally had trouble falling asleep, before a big exam or after fight with a boyfriend, but it never lasted.

Generally speaking, I slept like a proverbial log. Nothing woke me. Not dogs barking next door. Not thunderstorms. Not my husband waking up in the morning and grinding coffee in the room next to our bedroom. Now, after becoming a mother, my son coughs down the hall and I am wide awake.

(As far as I know, no one has researched whether becoming a mother permanently changes your sleep. I know I am not alone in finding that I sleep less deeply after having had kids. Someone should study this!)

My sleep returned to normal after having my first two children, once they were sleeping through the night, but not with my third.

As I slowly came to the realization that my sleep was simply not going to course correct on its own, I applied my research skills to this problem. And thank goodness. I only wish I had done so earlier.

Chronic insomnia is serious–it affects your outlook, your mood, your weight, and your ability to think and reason clearly. Insomnia is both a cause and a symptom of postpartum depression. In my case, it was causing severe anxiety and occasionally outright paranoia. I would have bouts of believing everyone in my life despised me, including my closest friends. 

These kinds of reactions are not uncommon. Despite our play hard, work hard culture insisting otherwise, we all need sleep. And most of us need a lot more than we are getting. The average American sleeps only 6 hours a night, far less than the 7 to 8 hours most of us need to function optimally.

Even if you do not feel impaired by lack of sleep, you probably are. One of the first things to go out the window with a lack of sleep is meta-cognition–our awareness of how well we are functioning.

(A rare genetic mutation does confer the ability to function well on only 6 hours of sleep a night but, alas, it is found in only about 1 in 10,000 people.) 

The upshot of getting scientific on my sleep is that I am now clocking a steady 8-8.5 hours every night. It’s not the deep, almost unconscious sleep as I enjoyed before becoming a mother, but it is a enough. I no longer stumble out of bed every morning wishing that I could stay in bed. And over the past couple of months, my mood, my patience, and my outlooked have all noticeably improved. My energy levels have lifted, and I feel more like a human, and less like an automaton.

Because postpartum insomnia is fairly common, I wanted to share with you some of the life hacks I have used to conquer my insomnia.

Following CBT

When it comes to treating insomnia, drugs are out and CBT (cognitive behavioral therapy) is in.

Researcher strongly recommend CBT as the first-line treatment for insomnia. Sleep meds are a last resort, because they sedate you but do not recreate natural sleep, and they can be addictive.

The primary goal of CBT is to transform your bedroom into a sleep haven. Some basic principles include:

1. Going to bed at the same time every night, and waking up at the same time every morning, on both weekdays and weekends.

2. Keeping your bed and bedroom are only for sleep (and sex). This means no work emails, playing video games, or tweeting while in bed.

3. If after waking up in the middle of the night, you find yourself unable to fall asleep within 20 minutes, get out of bed, and do a quiet activity in low light (like reading with a book light) until you feel sleepy.

This regimen help retrain your brain to associate your bed with sleep. It also helps re-entrain your body’s circadian rhythm to a set sleep time, making it easier for you to fall asleep and stay asleep. (You can read more about cognitive behavior therapy for insomnia here.)

I have found that following these steps to the letter helped with my night wakings, but alone they were not sufficient to fully overcome my insomnia. I also needed to work on boosting my melatonin production before bed.

Managing My Melatonin

Melatonin, as you probably know, is the primary hormone regulating sleep onset. Our brains release it at night when it is time to sleep, making us feel sleeping as our normal bedtime approaches.

During the day, bright light suppresses its release.

Unfortunately, in modern times, melatonin’s normal nighttime release has taken a drubbing. Artificial lights, TVs, computer, tablet, and phone screens all emit blue light, which effectively shuts off our brain’s release of melatonin.

(For pregnant women: Melatonin does not just help us fall asleep, it also helps us labor. Melatonin potentiates the effects of oxytocin on the uterine muscle, strengthening contractions. This may be why most women experience more contractions at night. And it may explain why labor so often stalls once women arrive at the hospital. Florescent hospital lights bathe women blue light, shutting off their melatonin production, and likely weakening their contractions.)


Nurse helping in baby delivery
Nurse helping in baby delivery in clean hospital room, with all the lights on.


Melatonin supplements are widely available. Not being a doctor, I cannot recommend a specific supplement, but I have personally found that a low dose melatonin supplement (containing only 1 mg of melatonin) helps me fall asleep quickly and, most quickly, stay asleep. Most melatonin supplements contain 3 to 5 times as much melatonin, and these seem to make my middle of the night awakenings worse.  (For more information on why most melatonin supplements contain a larger than optimal amount, check out this post.)

Women who are pregnant or breastfeeding should not take melatonin, because it passes through the placenta and into breast milk.

The Bane of Blue Light

Confession time: I love my iPhone, and becoming a mother has only made that attachment blossom. I use my phone to text with my busy mom friends, to read while nursing or before going to bed, and to send last-minute work and family-related emails. It’s hard to imagine juggling this crazy mom life without it.

Unfortunately, like other electronics, smart phones like the iPhone emit blue light, and this is disastrous for our sleep.

Experts recommend not just putting your phone down but leaving it outside your bedroom when you go to bed.

Well, ha. I am sure this good advice, it is frankly not advice I have any hope or desire of following.

And avoiding artificial lights for at least an hour before bed? How is anyone supposed to manage that feat? I just cannot wander around my house in the dark for several hours before bedtime. That’s my hour. I need that those hours to wash dishes, put away toys and books, fold laundry, and catch up on other miscellaneous chores, usually while listening to a podcast or audio book.

Thankfully, I have found a solution for both these problems. I wear these super sexy blue light blocking glasses for a couple of hours before my bedtime. I now feel much sleepier before going to sleep, and when I wear them, I typically fall asleep within minutes of my head hitting the pillow.

Me, wearing blue light blocking glasses at dusk.

The Bottom Line

A lack of sleep is an inevitable part of being a parent, and its also one of the most challenging parts of being a parent. But when sleep problems persist, we need to seek help. I hope by sharing my experience, I can help fellow unwilling burners of the midnight oil seek help, and perhaps give them a few life hacks to try.

For more information on the importance of sleep, and how to get more of it, I highly recommend the book Why We Sleep, by sleep researcher and founder and director of the Center for Human Sleep Science at Berkeley, Matthew Walker.

You may also enjoy my sleep-related blog post series for Bloomlife, a startup that has developed an at-home contraction tracker for pregnant women. Post topics include what baby sleep can teach us about adult sleep, how sleep debt hinders postpartum weight loss, and why exposure to blue light during labor might stall its progress.

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Author: Amy Kiefer

As a former research scientist and proud mama of three little munchkins, I love digging into the research on all things baby-related and sharing it with my readers.

8 thoughts on “How I Overcame Postpartum Insomnia”

  1. Two weeks into my pregnancy with my daughter, I lost my ability to sleep. This was not insomnia, but some sort of chemical imbalance which led to 2 weeks of sleeplessness, including 96 hours of no sleep straight- broken up ONLY because I finally found an ER Dr who would prescribe me Ambien as a pregnant woman. In my sleep-induced haze I was sure that the blood vessels in my brain had stopped allowing the blood to activate the area of my brain that induces sleep. Strangely, I was not tired at all, but found myself unable to do anything but pace my condo floors. Eventually with the help of the drugs, I would sleep 4-5 hours a night. I became addicted to Ambien for 8 more weeks and then finally switched to Trazadone. I stayed on Trazodone through my pregnancy. During this time, I suffered terrible OCD, depression, paranoia, and spent my entire pregnancy believing that I was dying from an autoimmune disase.

    Note- prior to this I had never had any serious mental health issues outside of minor social anxiety, easily treated with Zoloft.

    Following the birth of my daughter, my husband and I shared the night time feedings. Suddenly, I no longer needed sleep medications to fall asleep and would sleep easily 5-6 hour a night. Six months after she was born, I would easily 8-9 hours with no complications and wake up feeling amazing. I sleep SOUNDLY.

    I have never met another woman that suffered such horrible insomnia during pregnancy- only postpartum. I always wonder which came first- depression or insomnia. Did insomia cause my depression or vice versa. Either way- thank you for this artoicle. It is very helpful to know I am not alone!

  2. Thanks for this blog post, it gave me some hope. My son is nearly eight months old and since he was about six weeks old I have struggled with postpartum insomnia (with some anxiety and depression thrown in for good measure). Like you, I had absolutely no trouble sleeping before having children, and it’s frustrating that even though my son sleeps through the night now, I am not. I’ve seemingly done everything I can, and while the anxiety has calmed down a bit and my sleep has gotten a bit better, I still wake up most days feeling exhausted and frustrated (especially when I wake up at 4 a.m. and can’t go back to sleep). Here’s hoping that things get better for me like they did for you.

    1. I am so sorry to hear this. I hope you find a routine that helps. I’ve been very strictly adhering to mine, and I also try to do something fun, distracting, and relaxing before bed so I don’t fall asleep with my mind aflutter. This also seems to help with middle of the night anxiety. Please don’t hesitate to seek help. You deserve to be happy and well rested.

  3. I had terrible insomnia post-partum, starting about three weeks after my son was born. It has now mostly healed, at 15 months post-partum and 8 months after he started sleeping through the night most nights, but it was an unbelievable nightmare. My theory for what caused it is that I am normally such a heavy sleeper that my body overcompensated by carpet bombing my sleep system with fight or flight chemicals to prevent me from going into deep sleep where I wouldn’t hear my baby.

    What helped me most, other than having my husband take over middle-of-the-night duty, switching to formula, and sleep training, was to do my best to carve a period of peace at both ends of the night. I carefully took at least a half an hour, usually more, to sit in my armchair and read quietly before bed every evening and tried very hard to avoid stress after dinner. I also moved my bedtime back to my pre-baby bedtime of 10pm and stopped trying to compensate for his extremely early wake-ups by going to bed early.

    The mornings were key. Nothing helped until the baby stopped waking up between 4 and 5:30am, but as the days got shorter I was usually able to get up at 6am and sit in my armchair drinking coffee for half an hour before I had to get the baby. One little change that sounds dumb but really helped was to give him his milk before I changed his diaper. It bought me an extra 10 to 15 minutes of quiet reading and transition time before I had to deal with diapergeddon. Once my body learned that it had space to wake up at its own pace it stopped trying to buy extra time by waking up at 3am.

    Fair warning, these changes were not good for my work performance. It’s been very hard to get your work done in a field where the expectation is definitely long hours and to care for a baby without the work spilling into the periods right around sleep. I also gained ten pounds because the only way to fit in my morning workout was to place a lot of pressure on myself to move quickly in the morning, and that fed my early waking insomnia.

    I also started taking vitamin d supplements around the time things started getting better. No idea whether it was a coincidence, but probably didn’t hurt.

  4. Thank you so much for sharing this. I am two months postpartum with major depresssion. Insomnia started at 3 weeks postpartum. It’s been a nightmare. I am now 9 weeks postpartum and I always wonder if I will ever get back to feeling that normal sleepy and normal tired that I felt before. I’m so curious, when you had the insomnia did you feel so exhausted throughout the day but it didn’t feel like normal tired or sleepy? Or is it just me. I’m running on 4-5 hours of very broken sleep a night for 6 weeks and there are days where I feel wired and I’m like how do I feel like this when I haven’t even slept well and most days where I’m feeling dizzy and like a flat out zombie. Also how long did your postpartum insomnia last until you got back to feeling normal

  5. I’ve had this issue, I was wearing the glasses and everything, pretty much everything you can think of I tried and did not work, I’ve seen way to many doctors about this, none were able to help me. I started becoming insane. I had insomnia for 6 months straight starting when my son was about 5 months old, doing some google research I found a low dose birth control may help, and it did, I’ve been having good sleep since I’ve been taking, and no more anxiety attacks. I guess my body was lacking progestagen. My only issue with this is that now I find it harder to lose wight on the pill.

    1. Interesting! What pill worked for you, if you do not mind my asking? I am sure my readers battling insomnia would love to know.

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